just got 2 sms's from her apologizing for ONE out of a billion things she's said about me.


1st Message: Gowri...i didnt say u r lesbian i was assuming only. can u be less showing off. i'm sorry if i make u angry.

2nd Message: i'm sorry if i make u angry. pls forgive me?

those were direct quotes from the messages.

pfft.
puh-lease la!
you did so many things and you think im going to forgive you because you apologized for ONE of them?

in my opinion... berani buat, berani tanggung!
you go do all kinds of crap, backstab people, pick fights with ppl for no reason...
then just admit it la!
dont go trying to deny when i confront you!
and after doing all this, you wonder why none of us talk to you anymore.
so where's your so called "gang" now?
why are you so desperate to get us as your friends again if you have them?

NOTE: i have nothing againt the ppl she claims are her gang. they are nice people and i like talking to them =D

you say im belagak cause i always ask you what are your results after exam,
fine, i accept that sometimes i brag about my marks
but now, who's the one going around asking TEACHER what did the people who are not even talking to you anymore what they got for oral?

im not a total heartless bitch you know,
i do pity you when i see you alone sometimes and feel like going up to you,
i would forgive you, god knows ive already forgiven so many other ppl too easily...
but i think ive finally realised that im too nice for my own good
the only way i'll forgive you is if i see you've really changed
otherwise, the only thing thats going to happen is we're going to go through this whole sorry cycle all over again and frankly ive had enough!

i know some people who are reading this may think that im being unreasonable and should just forgive since she apologized.
be the bigger person and all.
and i know its kindda immature to hold on to grudges.
but how much can one person take?
especially if i know she's just gonna do it all again.


the one thing you could do that might redeem yourself in my eyes?
apologize to Caryn, Tharcha & May
AND MEAN IT!!

especially Caryn & Tharcha!!
your problems with May are your own [sorry May but you know its true!]
but Caryn & Tharcha deserve an apology!
all Tharcha did was deliver your message to me!
fine, she hung around and talked to me for a while after that.
so what???
it doesnt mean we were bitching about you!
ive known her since Kindergarden okay?
jeez!
what, did you think that if you stopped talking to her she wouldnt have any friends and be all alone?
think again!
and STOP trying to tell people who they can be friends with!
just because someone is your friend doesnt mean they abandon everyone else they know!

and for Caryn's case,
boy do you really owe her a HUGE apology!
you know what you did.

and next time you wanna apologize to me?
be sincere and mean it!
dont apologize just cause May said its the only was she'll forgive you
seriously its PATHETIC!!!

gaahh..i can go on forever about her..
but i wont bore you guys with the rest of this rant
haha. just needed to blow of some steam.

~Kaylie~